I hate goodbyes 

Mom and dad are going home this weekend. I am trying very hard to not show any emotion but I really feel like crying!!!I have been so spoilt with my parents being around especially my mom helping to look after Mason. Thank god Mason was not a demanding baby. Sometimes me and my mom goes out to have some mommy and daughter time while my dad stays home with the baby. 

Looking at my mom playing with Mason really gives me mix feeling of happy and sad. Happy to see them playing and laughing sad to think whether Mason will still remember his Popo who looked after him since he was born. I swear I will be balling my eyes out if see my mom cries when she says good bye to Mason. 

Zarina is more carefree (I think she’s more like Des). When she heard that her grandparents are going home, all she said was “am I going to your house for a holiday?” 

Although I’ll be seeing my parents in 6 weeks time however the thought of them not seeing the grandkids for another year makes me very sad. 

During these 5 months I have learnt (still learning) to be patience when it comes to things not done in the usual way or the occasional situations where I’m stuck in the middle. I know there are moments where me and my dad have disagreements but we just let it slip it through. Sometimes I wonder why my mom does things so differently but I just try not to comment too much to not upset her. 

This has been the longest time I have lived with my parents since 2001. I always wonder how do they feel for not having me in their home for the past 14 years. 

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